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♥ Tuesday, February 28, 2006♥

i Hate EuE
`for all the love n concern u gif her
`cox u are so readily in love with her
`cox u seem to love her more den u used to love me
arg!!! o.k.o.k i am JEALOUS.. watever.. as if i care.. F*** off my life.. anyway.. u alread f*** off of my life.. THANKS A lOT





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i damn damn bored now.. nth for me to do now.. my colleague ask me rest awhile first cox she also gt nth to ask me do oso..

*missing the unknown u
haha.. is the steamboat guy.. even though i now dun reall rem his looks bt i duno why i will miss him..

haha.. thanks to km.. yest i tok to one of the superhost, one cute guy.. forget wat his name bt i noe he is M7.. i was like damn pai seh la.. dun even noe wat to say to him.. exchange a few words den i ask him enjoy den he pass back the phone to km.. wheeee.. i am a happi chick yest nite..





♥ Sunday, February 26, 2006♥

26/2
i finally see dentist liao.. haha.. the dentist say i need to take off my wisdom tooth.. if nt it will affect my other tooth. bt is damn ex la.. $400-$500.. my one month pay.. bt she say if wan cheaper i can go too polyclinic den transfer to dunoo wat other specialist den i can pay by medisave.. sound better cox dun need pay by cash.. so tink next week i will go polyclinic see doctor..

25/2
wake up at 4+.. thanks to dearie who call me to wake me up.. den dragged myself go bath den go meet ee gong clan for steamboat.. so happi.. all came.. haha.. we eat eat eat.. thanks to ah hong.. being the only guy.. he need to help us to cook the food.. haha.. so fun.. den we tok and laugh like nobody business.. haha.. jus a bunch of crazy friends.. i saw a guy sitting opposite us.. haha.. a bit love at first sight.. i tink he quite gd looking.. and i jus feel that there is a charm in him.. haha.. we like quite you yuan.. cox after he went.. den we stil stay there.. den me n dearier want drink so we n ah hong go find 7-11 or shop which gt sell alcohol.. bt dun hav la.. den we walk past the bus stop den saw him again.. den he look at us.. den dearie ask me wan his number ma.. i jus shook head.. haha.. cox he goin to board the bus le.. so nt very rite.. WASTED.. now i soo miss him.. haha.. ok.. jia is boy-crazy again..
he called again when we eating halfway den dearie reall very fierce to him.. ask him to stop calling.. den he sms me say he is sorry.. bla.. i feel xin ruan.. bt i stil did nt reply in the end..
10+ like tat me n dearie n ah hong, we went marina square de 7-11 there buy alcohol den we went to esplanade to drink n tok.. we waited for the last train den i went home n fall aslp immediately after bathing..

24/2
went to zouk with amanda.caie.jas.min.peggy and min's friendss.. haha.. nt very fun cox is hip-hop.. bt stil gt some songs quite nice.. bt is stil damn crowded.. duno why zouk always so mani ppl de.. we party til 3 like tat de we go eat le.. damn tired lo.. i can even danced n yawns.. haha.. head home at abt 5+ den bath den slpp..





♥ Thursday, February 23, 2006♥

i swear i going to see dentist on tis sun.. i will make an effort to wake up.. so scare.. i scare to see dentist.. sob..

in 20 mins time, wil be meeting dearie go galilee eat.. arg.. so scare i will saw him.. cox is at cine oso.. pray hard.. bt my dearie will protect me de rite.. haha.. 3/7 ee gong is not free.. so we will mit up on sat for steamboat.. hopefully all can come.. muacks..





♥ Wednesday, February 22, 2006♥

New task to be done on fri.. a lot of things for me to handle.. haiz.. I only gt one pair of hands and one hr to complete all the things required.. jia you ba..

Tooth getting more n more pain.. bt I reall dun hav the time to go see dentist.. when I off work, the clinic is close.. even on weekend.. the clinic onli open from 9.00-12.30 when I will be on my bed slping n dreaming of cute guys.. haha.. how how how.. I tink is the wisdom teeth which is making my big teeth pain.. haha.. arg… helpppp..

*finally he stop calling.. bt now stil early to say.. cox jy say he might call 2 weeks later which he had told her earlier.. haiz.. hope he dun calllll…
1.5 hrs to go.. hiphip


btw.. i tink i gt a new son-in-law.. jy bf treat me like his mother.. haha.. i nt tat old k.. diao.. dun hav to report to me de.. report to her real mum ba.. which is AH bU aka HUIMIN





♥ Monday, February 20, 2006♥

I get myself into trouble.. haiz.. mit a stalker.. I even diverted my calls to dearie so that she can help me tok to him.. dearie try toking to him bt is stil no point.. he jus cant get the hint.. he even ask dearie to gif him my home tel n add and even my office number.. wat the hell.. cant u jus leave me alone.. Living in fear each day.. when I heard phone ring, I will xia dao.. arg.. Now wat I fear is he will come to my workplace to find me.. if reall so.. I duno wat I can do sia.. haiz..





♥ Sunday, February 19, 2006♥

ATTENTION!!!

http://www.sgforums.com/?action=thread_display&thread_id=178815

if u have weak heart or is damn timid.. pls dun go see tis link.. for ppl who had just ate, pls dun see oso.. i confirm u will puke..

tis is a story in china.. which they cook babies as soup.. is to like improve their sex drives..
FUCK THOSE CHINA PPL.. i dun wan continue le.. feel damn sick after seeing.. arg.. wher gt such ppl.. FUCK FUCK FUCK.. inhuman..

those interested.. can take a look..





♥ Saturday, February 18, 2006♥

hai.. can u stop pestering me.. i reall cant stand.. sori tat i avoid ur calls n smses.. i reall dun wan to lead u on.. i scare tat if i tel u wat i feel.. u wil go die.. cox u tooo emoo.. i damn scare..pls.. no karma for me.. i did not mean it.. haha.. med say wun karma.. cox is natural.. haha.. hope so..

todae damn happi.. shop shop.. me med n jy each bought a tube..

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mine is pink.. med is white and jy is sort of brown

den i oso bought a skirt.. black one.. damn mei la.. bt i did nt took the pic.. cox in pic cant reall see the style.. is a wrap skirt..

at nite mit my relatives to eat steamboat at golden mile.. yummy+fattening


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bleex

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look so shagged

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haha.. same pose as the above.. bleex X2

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wat dion doing? haha

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smile + irritated face

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stupid looks.. haha

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deAn act cute

haha.. winnie noe abt my blog and she kind of noe wat happen.. even she oso cant stand.. haha.. hence, we conclude tat.. cute guys are just so irritating..

* pls dun do any silly things.. i reall dun feel like bothering.. it getting up my nerves..
one lesson learnt.. dun ever take number from guy..





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BAD NEWS.. my supervisor is on MC for 2 weeks.. mean I will be under my boss.. I prefer my supervisor cox she is more nice.. i dun reall tok to my boss one cox she quite strict.. haiz.. 10 more weeks to go..

yeah.. later meeing med n jy for shopping.. ah bu might join us after her swim.. i miss ee gong clan.. miss the times when we sit in circles and tok tok tok non-stop..

feel like buyin a lot of stuff like a handbag and crown jacket from flash imp.. a new ring.. more tops for working.. cox i have been wearing my giodarno tee for the past one week.. bt diff colour la.. cox i gt 7 round neck tee.. haha.. bt i alread spend almost half of my pay le.. AND i haven even got my pay yet..

* everytime u sms me.. i feel so happi.. bt i noe we no chance de.. bt stil.. i am smiling from my heart.. :)





♥ Friday, February 17, 2006♥

Yest have a long talk with him.. I sorry for being so straight-forward.. I dun mean to hurt u.. I jus dun wan to lead u on.. give u false hope.. I noe u dun hav much time cox u goin army soon.. bt I jus cant possible accept u.. we only know each other for barely a week.. it is way too fast for me.. I prefer to move at a slower pace.. hope tat u can understand my situation.. I wont go into a relationship unless I am sure tat he is the one.. so sorri.. pls dun be affected by wat I said.. I cant stand guys being so emotional..





♥ Wednesday, February 15, 2006♥

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fROm hiM

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from volUntEer oF CGH

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chUb

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cHuB

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SeE WaT SeE





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I damn bored now.. bored bored bored.. I completed my tasks but I haven send to my supervisor.. I jus receive a new mail from my supervisor tat I need to attend a seminar.. take pictures, pen down my inpressive, the CEO speech, and interview some staff.. den write up a story.. seem tough.. wish me luck.. bt the talk is next fri.. so I gt one more week to go.. ppl here all seem so busy.. typing away.. I so so sian now.. wan go home rest.. for the first time, I kinda miss my home.. cox this few days, I like went home to slp onli.. den next morning went out.. den goin 12 den reach home.. den slp.. and the rountine start all over again..
2 more hrs to go..





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jus finish my lunch break.. now relaxing.. cox most of the staff is away for meeting.. onli me and one more colleague is in the office.. haha.. den she show me one cases of patients who have mental disorder.. gt one damn wu liao.. he wan to do something tat is so out of space one.. bt cannot say here la.. is confidential.. later i tio sue.. haha..

everyday i will have new tasks.. my supervisor pass me a recorder and ask me to type out the whole conversion between hers interview with a nurse.. wah.. sound easy rite.. bt wrong.. is 43 mins long.. plus.. some words i reall duno how to spell.. is on some malay food name and the ingredients.. is interview on how the nurse like promote healthy food program for diabetics patients.. i type abt 5 pg long.. later stil need listen thru and edit somemore.. cox gt some parts i didn't manage to finish writing.. i oso need to edit the food review that i do yest.. she say nt bad bt jus need to add on some parts to lengthen the articles.. yawn..

haha.. oo.. he is so sticky to me.. ask me mit him todae.. bt i reall very tired.. so tel him i wan go home slp.. i dun tink i will like him leh.. his character all these is not wat i wan de lo.. aiya.. duno how.. he say if i ignore him, he will cry.. omg.. he a typical cancer.. emotional.. i stuck.. help me..
in the meanwhile, jy is stil contacting the galilee guy.. he is nt bad la.. bt oso a bit fast.. tink twice k dear.. dun too rush.. haha.. bt our guy are both working at cine.. bt the two guy are damn diff.. one is kiddy(19 bt looks like 15-16) , one is too old ( to me la, to jy 24 yr old is ok)..

yest v.dae was kind of out.. went to cine mit him.. den he ask me wat i wan.. i say i dun wan.. den jy la.. go ask him buy flower n bear.. den he reall listen.. gush.. den he wan bring me to fish n co glass house.. it was full.. den we went ps.. most of the restaurants are full too.. tink we walk abt 1 hr ba.. den no choice.. we both damn hungry.. den we went to eat kfc.. haha.. den we jus slack ard and find jy awhile.. den head home.. i gt one rose oso.. is from the volunteers from the hospital.. they make for all the staff and oso baked a heart shape cookies.. i gt took a pic bt i wil upload when i free..

jus realise my post for these few days is quite long.. no choice.. now my job is all abt typing.. writing essay.. i more like a editor den a marketers.. my colleague say i more suitable to be in the business development department cox there is all about marketing.. bt tink there dun need extra staff.. so i am stuck here.. bt stil ok la.. as for now.. bt is loaded with tasks tasks tasks..

5 more hrs to go.. tired tired tired..
my Lo coming to visit me n diyan at 4.30pm.. duno wat will he say.. sian





♥ Tuesday, February 14, 2006♥

14/2
happi valentine day.. tis yr.. I have no valentine.. sian.. bt goin to mit him up for dinner.. wat my supervisor say reall come true.. todae I was ask to write a food review on simei ite food court.. so in the noon.. the whole department, 8 girls or rather.. 8 females went to simei ite to eat.. haha.. I feel so grown up.. even though I was around the same age as the students there.. I even need to take photos of the food we ordered.. first time experience.. I finish the review in one hr times.. bt it seem like a report more den a review.. no choice.. used to writing report le ma.. haha.. I so smart.. pretend typing this entry in microsoft word.. den the ppl there will tot I typing my review.. bt is so so so sian.. I spend most of my time sms-ing ppl.. nv reall tok much.. haiz.. feel like a mute.. one more hr to go.. yippie.. countdown in process..

for those who have a valentine.. ENJOY.. for those no valentine.. try harder next yr.. I am singlely attached.. whee..

13/2
first day of ipp = stress.. my supervisor say she wont spoon feed me and say I need to handle all the challeges faced by myself.. she ask me whether I like to write.. I say I dun reall like to write essay.. I prefer communicating.. and she say, den u need to put in 5 times more effort in your work as we basically write essay in tis job. I listen le.. real stunned.. jus nod my head.. wat can I do leh.. sian.. bt overall.. i stil like my supervisor there.. they stil nt bad la..

mit him and part of ee gong clan for dinner and a bit shopping.. saw him I stunned.. cox he smoke.. den he so so so skinny.. bt he is cute la.. bt tink nt reall my type.. haha.. I look like his da jie more..





♥ Sunday, February 12, 2006♥

wheee... hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha... i soooooo sooooo soooo high..
todae noon go aunt hse pai nian.. den 5+ mit jy n med go watch i not stupid too.. quite a funny show.. bt as usual.. i didn't cry.. haha.. den while we wait for med to come.. we go kbox toilet.. haha.. to see my cute guy.. when we went in, we nv saw him.. bt when we came out.. we saw him.. n i so stunned.. den jy help me take number from him.. haha.. he supper shy la.. jy say he speak damn soft.. den after movie.. i sms him.. for the first time.. i am so da dan.. all thanks to jy.. she trained me well.. haha.. den we start sms-ing.. he dated me out on v-dae.. actuall nt date la.. he say mit up cox we haven get to see each other yet.. bt it happen too fast.. it seem tat he quite flirt hor.. i dunoo how oso.. bt he say he very shy one.. seldom tok to ger.. hmm.. duno real ma.. haha.. we'll see how..

haiz.. tml is IPP le.. so damn scare.. scare of this word " lonely ".. is the first time i am outside work when my performance is graded.. is jus so diff when we work part time or full time outside.. i so scare i need eat alone.. do my work alone.. whole day like mute.. cox i nt those like to tok to stranger one.. i onli tok alot wit ppl i noe.. den i scare ppl there will dislike me.. wah.. scare alot of things.. scare i will lost my way cox CGH so big.. miss my eegong clan.. 11 weeks without u guys is real tough.. haiz............





♥ Saturday, February 11, 2006♥

10/02
last day of exam.. yippie.. is a long day for me.. and i sooo happi...
after our paper, went kbox wit eegong clan.. we sing sing sing . scream scream scream . jump jump jump . dance dance dance.. haha.. bt due to one AP staff, a bit spoil our mood.. bt i stil happi.. cox saw one super cute guy there.. ok.. onli i tink is cute.. the others feel tat the other guy is cuter.. i tot he is 16.. cox he gt a xiao hai zi look den we ask him den he say he 19.. bt he super shy.. haha.. den we went galilee & friends eat dinner.. there very hao to relax.. they even provides games for us to play.. so we spend our nites there.. crapping.. playing uno.. haha.. poor jy.. keep losing.. den we ask her to take a guy number at galilee.. as for ah bu.. she need to wear bikini.. bt she die die oso dun wan wear..
den 11+ like tat, min n caie come town find me.. den we slack at far east 7-11.. we each buy one bottle of bacardi to drink.. haha.. i actuall wan drink more de.. bt due to certain reason.. haha.. onli jy noe.. den i nv drink.. wahaha.. den head home at 2+

11/02
mit jy go tpy buy formal pants den head to town for more shopping.. i bought a bag at cine.. haha.. we even went back to kbox see whether we can see the cute guy ma.. bt too bad.. we nv saw him.. sad.. bt jy so dare-ing.. she went to take a guy number tat she interested in.. JY- rem to help me take kbox guy number.. haha.. sound so despo.. bt no la.. play play onli..





♥ Thursday, February 09, 2006♥

law paper was ok.. come out all i predict one.. bt some def i cant reall rem.. bt stil ok.. tml is retail paper.. last paper.. hope can script thru.. retail is the subject i fear the most.. wish me luck..
goin to be 8 le.. need start studying le.. ciaoz..

LOOKING FORWARD TO TML KBOX SESSION WITH EE GONG CLAN AND CLUB AT ZOUK ON SAT WITH SISTERSS

lastly.. i noe my ipp stuff le.. mon-fri need work 8.30-6.. sat stil need work 8.30-12.30.. damn sian lo.. $450 onli.. stil need work sat.. long working hrs.. low pay.. shitty world





♥ Wednesday, February 08, 2006♥

totally screwed up for my efma paper.. supposely is my strongest subject which i tot i could get a A for my overall.. bt now.. haiz.. scare will even fail.. wat the.. fuck her lo.. set so hard.. so tricky yet not enuff time for me to tink.. i reall hate her.. stupid clown old hag..

law law law tml.. blaa





♥ Tuesday, February 07, 2006♥

3 more paper to go.. n i feeling sick now.. feel so shitty.. hai....





♥ Monday, February 06, 2006♥

finance paper ok la.. a bit harder den wat i expected bt once again.. careless mistake.. i cant believe.. i even double check 2 times.. n i stil careless.. damn sian.. 7 marks jus fly.. n tat the questions i most familiar with.. efma paper i wil open eye big big de..

tml mm paper.. tink i am dead.. reach hm at 5pm todae.. study + tv .. i memorise those impt points.. bt i duno how to apply on case studies.. wish me luck n gd lucks to everyone.. ciaoos





♥ Saturday, February 04, 2006♥

yest have a bad dream.. i dream that i have lost my lower part of teeth.. haha.. i tink is a sign to ask me to go see dentist cox i reall have toothache bt i dread seeing dentist.. ok.. i make sure i go see dentist after my exam.. teeth pls endure one more week.. dun drop.. haha..





♥ Friday, February 03, 2006♥

top horoscope that will have tao hua is cancer.. haha.. which is mine..
in 2006.. cancer will have lot of tao hua and is hao de tao hua not those lan tao hua.. yippie.. hope reall come true.. * cross finger and wait for the right guy to appear..





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3 more days to exam.. till now.. i only start revising finance.. read thru mm n retail.. haven start memorising.. can i make it till exams? *pray hard. i dun wan take supp paper

exam exam exam





♥ Thursday, February 02, 2006♥

IPP - Changi General Hospital
wat the hell.. why i kena there.. as a marketing student, dun tel me i need to help CGH to advertise their hospital.. to create awareness.. bla.. sian half half.. onli 2 ppl kena CGH.. the other one is one malay.. dun even noe who is she/he.. bt one gd things is near my hse.. bt so far from my eegong clan.. how am i going to survive for 11 weeks.. hope i get to noe some gd soul there..
hai.............................................................





♥ Wednesday, February 01, 2006♥

28/01
mit up wit winnie to go town for our last min shopping spree.. haha.. at the very last min before all the shop close.. i manage to get a purple tube from joop.. winnie buy the same as me.. bt we wear on diff dae.. den she oso get a bag.. den we mit up wit all my families to eat reunion dinner.. tis is the first time my whole family eat together.. the food damn bu hao chi.. bt stil enjoy la.. haha.. den we went to chinatown.. wah.. damn lot of ppl lo.. me n winnie was being squeeze like prata.. damn pissed off by some china ppl.. keep squeezing me n winnie.. we almost fall lo.. feel like giving them a tight slap.. bt i ren.. haha.. they keep pushing us til we ended up at mac.. haha.. tat the onli safe place.. den winnie dad to the rescue.. he come to mac to find us.. den bring us out of the place.. den we wait till 12 to see fireworks..

29/01
11 wake up.. den go ah ma hse first.. after all my cousins came.. den we gamble.. haha.. i win abt 5 plus.. winnie big winner.. she win 12 plus.. most of the kids win.. my mum lose to all of us.. duno why.. she damn suay.. haha.. den after tat go great grandma hse.. sian.. tis yr no ppl there.. cox tis year my great grandma n father side ah ma passed away.. so i didnt go father side.. cox no ppl is there.. dun understand why when elderly passed away.. den ppl jus stop visiting.. so disappointed.. mayb this is the reality.. den night go he pan walk walk..

30/1
morning my dad friends come my hse play manjong.. after tat mit up wit min go ernest hse pai nian.. den after tat go jiang hse.. we gambled again.. tis time round i lose.. haha.. damn suay.. play blackjack keep losing.. den after tat play dai dee.. all lose to song quan..
11+ like tat.. min n caie go club at mos.. me cant go cox next dae need go dad place help out.. so i say at jiang hse wit eling. song quan n zhendong.. den we gossip.. haha.. get to noe some juicy news.. cant believe u stil so bastard.. feel so sorry for ur gf.. bt den.. is none of my B.. den 2+ went home slp.. thanks zhendong for sending me home..

end of my new yr.. is time to start mugging on exams.. bt i simply no mood.. haha..