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♥ Friday, September 30, 2005♥
esp in the night
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went watch the red shoes wit jw.. as usual.. quite hard to understand korean horror movie.. almost cant catch any balls.. tink i catch 80% of the show.. wahaha
28/9
went bugis wit christina.din.eewei in the noon.. went shoppin but i nv buy anthing.. onli help my mum get her sandals. after shoppin.. we had a hard time deciding wher to eat.. at least we eat at simply thai.. all of us cant finish our food.. becox is too salty.. and too much in amt.. den we went starbucks to gossip.. haha.. tok a lot.. wah.. hope we stil can mit up after we start our classical module.. sure will miss u all de..
at nite.. mit up wit caie.jas. min go momo.. tink we all get quite high.. dance n drink.. wah.. first time i puke sia.. bt i nv drunk.. haha.. is jas who is drunk.. we haven mit our target.. onli drink 6 glasses.. target is 7.. try harder next time.. reach home abt 6.30.. haha.. reach home den spray a lot of perfume on my shirt.. cox gt very strong smell of cigratte.. heng.. mum nv say anythin..
why do i keep dreamin of u.. tis is nt wat i wan.. bt all the dreams seem so real.. wah.. tink is i tink too much in the day.. tat y nite wil dreamt of u.. tis is nt wat i can control.. so no choice..
sian.. tml is the last day of block leave.. next week goin back to sch for attachment again.. wah.. tink le oso sian.. why time pass so fast de.. no fair one.. arg.. wish time can jus stop now..
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♥ Monday, September 26, 2005♥
i stil feel the emptiness in my heart..........................
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♥ Sunday, September 25, 2005♥
hai.. at nite went 201 mit caie n min.. tok tok tok till 12+ den we go off.. abt 5 min later.. min msg me say they jus reach.. hai.. reall no fate sia.. next few weeks wont be goin there le.. cox min n caei working.. hai.. mean no more chances of seeing u.. okok.. noe u all wan scold me liao.. okok.. i will try to let go.. haha..
tink that i will be rottin at hm for my one week break.. cox min they all working.. den jy schooling.. wah.. somemore no bf pei.. sian.. so lonely.. no life man..
reall hate my life sia.. tink my tep results will be very jia lat.. tis round at eldc.. hai.. tink wil gt c.. hai.. hope can gt a b.. cox i keep mia.. den nv do much for projects.. ARG.. HATE TEP.. wan start classical module.. at least classical module.. i gt my grade based on my ability.. tep is all abt boot licking teacher in order to gt gd grades.. for me.. i hate to boot lick teacher.. hence my grade is damn lousy.. one c n one b.. tis round shl be c.. overall c.. wat the fuck.. haiz..
finish my grumble liao..
tata..
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♥ Friday, September 23, 2005♥
yest went to Häagen-Dazs to interview.. haha.. actuall is to pei min go one.. den i extra go full up the form.. they need a passport size pic bt i duno wher did i put mine.. haha.. the supervisor say they need the pic in order to send the document to the top management.. haha.. so mine is still pending.. cox without pic.. haha.. duno how leh.. haha.. they nv even tel the working hr.. pay.. bla.. jus ask we all to fill up the form.. den will contact us later.. wEiRdo.. haha..
whole afternoon play games wit mad med at level 5.. haha.. so fun sia.. we keep screamin.. den play street fighter till our fingers numb sia.. haha.. din was sittin behind us playin cs.. wat a day.. pass so fast.. i todae mia from 11+ till now.. haha.. 15 more mins to go.. yippi..
night duno gt go 201 slack or nt.. cox caie like cant.. den onli left me n min.. cox jiang stil havin exam.. hai.. wonder will i see u there.. see oso no use.. wun tok.. will be like strangers AGAIN.. ok.. i shl stop tinkin.. n focus on others things..
tAtA..
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♥ Wednesday, September 21, 2005♥
mE iN piNK haiR..
waHaha jus bE lAmeEss
WeiRD
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EeWei bDae cAke
EeWei cuTtinG caKe
eEwei diRty FacE
mE aCT cUtE
mE oN swiNg.. oPps sliDe.. wahaha
3 piGs
3 sMalL guRLs
diN tHe hOu pA
cHriStiNa tHe hOu Ma
mE thE dA hoU
eEwEi thE eR hoU
taKeN fRm eEwei bLoG
thiS iS xiAo hoU
tiS oNe gT stoRy dE
loNg loNg tiME aGo.......
haha.. din ask christina, " wher are we goin to eat?"
christina replied, " we are at blk 724."
haha.. din gone crazy.. and started shooting christina
christian the toopid ger
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♥ Tuesday, September 20, 2005♥
see u online..
tok to u..
telling u i wan to end tis relationship..
u choose nt to reply..
i duno why..
mayb u wan to avoid..
onli u noe..
bt i giving up..
waving my white flag..
surrender wit my both hands..
i nearly cry..
but i control..
cox a lot of ppl is infront of me..
i dun wan to make such a big fuss..
but now..
my heart is numb..
no more tears..
i learning to let go..
reall.. for the last time..
hope i can make it..
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♥ Monday, September 19, 2005♥
i lOvE tiS piC.. UniQuE
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♥ Sunday, September 18, 2005♥
todae nv mit u.. nonono.. is u nv mit me.. waited at hm for ur msg from 1 plus to 6.. stil no msg.. den mit min eat dinner den slack at tamp.. u 7 msg me tel me wil mit me later in the night.. ok.. i waited again.. chat wit eling they all at 201.. they left at 11+.. u stil nv sms me.. i stay there wit min cox she wan eat prata.. start to sms u.. cox i reall fed up.. u onli noe how to say sorri.. hai.. we started to quarrel.. u nv reply till now.. i not goin to contact u from now on.. i swear.. unless is to ask for a breakup den i wil msg u first.. wat the hell are u tinking.. if u wan break.. why cant jus say.. why mus do all tis small little action.. like not replying.. not meeting.. can u be a man n not dun be so po po ma ma.. wat u wan me to do sia.. i reall duno..
reach home stil kena scolding from parents.. they pms sia.. say i next time if before 12 stil nt at hm den dun need go hm le.. siao one sia.. i nv do any bad things.. jus slack wit frenx.. i 18 alread.. stil tink i 8 yrs olds onli.. cant stand sia.. i noe they worried abt me.. bt i grew up alread.. cant they give me more freedom.. in the past is not like tat de.. i can go hm 3+ or wat.. why now cant.. jus becox they tink i dun hav bf now so they dun let me go hm late.. last time noe i gt bf den i can go hm late.. SO LAME..
hai.. nv been eating much tis few days.. not appetite.. todae onli eat 2 slices of bread for lunch.. 2 small bao for dinner.. i nt trying to diet.. cox i noe i wil hav gastric if i dun eat.. bt reall no appetite.. mayb due to u or tat i am sick..
* suffering in silent
HOW
HOW
HOW
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♥ Saturday, September 17, 2005♥
i so late reach hm u oso dun bother to sms me see i at hm or nt.. hai.. wat kind of bf sia. gif me excuses tat u sick ma.. please lo.. i oso sick.. somemore sick for 3 days.. stil gt fever lo.. u nv even care.. NO care n concern..
wat the fuck sia..
den msg u awhile den u nv reply.. till now.. hai
ARG.. no big deal.. used to go hm late ALONE.. i not scare.. haha.. bluff myself onli.. bt ok la.. i seem more brave den normal ger ba..
I AM A STRONG GER
i dun need u
haha.. bluffing myself again.. stopin lying ger.. haha...
dun even noe shl mit u tml or nt.. u dun seem to bother..
haix.. haix.. haix..
enough of my grumbling.. now tok abt more happy things
jus now go chomp chomp eat wit christ.eewei.jasper.jiawen.lishi.medeline.shihui
haha.. at first me christina n ee wei.. we went there to book place first.. cox jasper n jiawen joining us after their ipp den lishi need teach tuition so med n shihui pei her.. den they cum later.. we reach there find a place sit n wait.. haha.. hungry bt hav to wait.. den jasper cal me say he n jiawen need work overtime den cannot cum.. wah.. fed up.. cox nt first time liao.. i scold them say they bluff us again.. den they say sorri.. next time.. den we go order our yummy porridge.. i got flu.. den nv taste the porridge.. arg.. so bland.. sad.. bt stil enjoy.. awhile later.. lishi they all came.. suddenly.. 2 guys pop behind us.. we turned.. is jasper n jiawen.. stupid.. bluff us.. idiot sia.. haha.. childish.. after dinner we went to the nearby bench GOSSIPSsss.. omg.. reall a lot of things to tok abt sia.. all LOVE problem n some conflicts.. finall gt to have some ans to our questions..
i kind of crazy todae.. keep laughing.. shooting jasper.. haha.. mus vent out my anger ma.. bt now stil nt feeling ok.. need more shooting.. haha.. so mus mit up more often so as to shoot n vent all my anger.. muhahaha
tired.. hai.. stil nv reply.. go n die la.. ya.. say this 3 words.. stupid Lee Da Bian jus ask me go n die.. arg.. in sch stil say nt enough.. i at hm stil cannot let me off.. EVIL GUY
fingers getting tired.. tat all.. tata.. need go take my bloody medicine
sorri for being naggy.. jus wan to write wat i feel..
can u jus fuck off from my life.. thanks
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♥ Thursday, September 15, 2005♥
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
the one in purple is quite true
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now feel like slping sia.. the medicine is making me feel so weak sia.. i tot i am a strong ger.. bt why do i keep falling sick sia.. tink the last time i sick is jus one month ago onli lo..
hai.. stil gt so mani prob haven solve yet.. reall hav not much energy to do anythin now.. i nv reall help up wit the project.. hai.. so sorri.. cox i reall no mood to do.. plus.. i oso dun reall noe how to use flash oso.. hai..
u dun understand wat i wan.. i dun wan to hear sorri sorri.. it doesnt help by sayin this.. hai.. u jus wun chg.. after so mani chances i gif u.. wat u wan me to do.. i reall hav no idea..
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♥ Tuesday, September 13, 2005♥
I have gt nothing else to say.
mayb i should not ask u any questions
I rather not knew the answers
* i Am a sTrong Ger
* i wun be Sad
* i wun Cry
* no big deal
* jus a small matters
* cheer up ger
i asking myself
do i stil love u
mayb i am used to loving u
tat why i tink i love u
izit better if we go on seperates ways
will u be happier
i sure i can live without you
i reall duno wat to do
i dun tink breakin n patchin is a game
i jus feel tat our fate is not over yet
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♥ Monday, September 12, 2005♥
went momo wit jas n min.. nv drink much.. cox no free flow.. sian..
* why do i see every of ur fren except u.. izit tat we reall no fate..
10/9
reach hm at 6+ cox we 4+ den left momo.. den we took cab go 201 eat prata.. the cab driver very nice.. noe we go chong den quite broke so onli charge us $15 bucks for the fare.. thank uncle.. he see we onli 3 gers den ask we all to be careful cox gt the wat murder at orchard.. den ask we all to be careful cox a lot of bad guy around.. haha.. went hm slp till 3+ den wake up msg dar` see gt mit him or nt.. in the end i 7+ den go his hse.. den 9 we go mit zh.min.zd.eling n hadi for dinner.. slack awhile den we go hm le.. hai.. nv spend much time wit u..
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♥ Friday, September 09, 2005♥
meetin min go bugis shop shop later.. hope i can buy the bag i wan and mayb top or skirt.. long time nv go shopping liao.. hand itch wan buy something.. mayb after shopping go momo chong.. me n min both no mood.. SADDED.. so wan go drink n relax... poor gers.. haha.. hope jas dun last minute dun wan go..
haiz.. haiz.. haiz..
* so hungry now
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♥ Thursday, September 08, 2005♥
i hate u
i nt a happi ger anymore
mit fren jus say la
why wan tel me nt free to mit cox need do ur work
end up ur bro is at ur hse playin manjong
wat the fuck
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update more later.. haha..
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♥ Wednesday, September 07, 2005♥
todae went to amk eat porridge.. even though nt as nice as chomp chomp one.. bt stil delicious la.. eat n crap around with ee wei , lee da bian and din. den 2 plus.. they gt a false alarm.. kai way msg say need go back cox their admin is asking them to be back.. so we took cab to go back sch since all of us is lazy to walk..
hai.. tink tml mus start to do the e-lecture flash le... bt duno how to do.. our idea is quite gd.. bt hard to do.. cox a lot of effect need to do.. tml den see how ba.. so sian..
half an hour more to go..
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my project stil haven finish yet.. i gt the ideas to do.. bt i duno how to act.. haha.. tml den chong for the project ba.. another 10 more mins can leave le..
actuall meeting jieying they all eat de.. bt last min zhi hong need to work.. so is cancel.. sian.. duno wan go wher now.. wan mit dar` bt he stil in sch.. duno can mit him or nt..
gtg le.. tata..
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♥ Tuesday, September 06, 2005♥
k one ( First Love)
my love 别哭
我也会心痛
是我让你伤痛太多
若时间真的能倒回
你离去的那一夜
也许就不会绝望的流泪
sorry是我
忘了你的感受
让你陪着寂寞生活
都怪我忽略了温柔
让时间疏远了你我
到如今才惩罚我失去了你
you are my first love
you are my first dream
如今想你想你想你变成奢侈的梦境
you are my first love
you are my first dream
终于明白了最爱的我
是你 my love
sorry
就算已于事无补
请你听完这一首歌
你给我太美的回忆
只怪我不懂得珍惜
终于再没机会说我爱你
you are my first love
you are my first dream
难道想你想你想你
只能收藏在心底
you are my first love
you are my first dream
终于明白了最爱我的
是你 my love
music
you are my first love
you are my first dream
依旧想你想你想你
一直到下一个世纪
you are my first love
you are my first dream
永远别忘记最爱你的是我
my love
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♥ Monday, September 05, 2005♥
hav a new assignment. we not goin to do the comfort project le.. need to do an e-learn for marketing.. sian.. duno wat the hell.. tml teacher say wan see our storyboard by 10.30. dun even feel like doin.. tml den see how ba.. so slack now.. got things bt dun feel like doing.. how sia.. no motivation to do anything.. jux hope TEP will end fast.. sick of this 8.30-6 life..
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♥ Friday, September 02, 2005♥
Ok.. now I will tok abt the superstar final.
Mit my cousin Winnie at kallang control station at 6.30pm den we rush to take cab to indoor stadium. Reach there see a lot of ppl.. those support weilian is wear blue top den support Kelly is wear red.. haha.. if support weilian is wear white.. den it will be like national celebrations.
the atmosphere there is very high.. there will abt 8000 ppl there.. all the fans are screaming and yelling.. we wait till 8pm den the show starts. haha.. when see my dar` junyang, so happi.. start screaming when he sings.. so charming.. bt see him sing wu ding wit xin hui.. den they hold hand.. arg.. haha.. winnie oso scream when she see derrick.. haha.. we hav diff supporters.. bt when jj sing.. tink almost all the ppl scream.. it seem like jj mini concert there..
haha.. we sit at the top but we facing the stage.. bt i stil cant see them clearly.. they look like ants to me.. haha.. so hav to look at the big screen there.. all the judge seem to like kelly more.. cox she win 4/5. bt in the end is wei lian win.. actuall is kind of expected la.. he gt all the pity votes.. bt get the second is better cox is universal music.. weilian is play music.. like those nt popular one.. bt stil a pity tat kelly is out.. after we noe the results, we decide to leave.. haha.. cox nth much to see oso.. reach home abt 12+.. so tired now..
haha.. tis is for DIN.. this is my dar` jun yang.. haha.. my superstar
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♥ Thursday, September 01, 2005♥
i goin crazy.. tat stupid Lee Da Bian keep disturb me.. he like doris den dun dare to admit.. haha.. tat armpits ger.. so match wit Lee Da Bian.. i mus try my best to match made them.. haha.. lee da bian keep bully me.. throw kai way smelly pillow at me.. eEeEee.. now den i noe he same lecture at me.. haha.. same lecture for 1 yr.. now den noe.. tis show he nt attractive.. wahahahahaa....
* sob.. he steal my tweety n hello kitty pillow.. and use it to throw on me..
tata.. btw todae is teacher day.. happi teacher day.. muack
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