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♥ MEMORIES

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♥ Wednesday, November 30, 2005♥

i seriously hate u.. can u stop treating her like substitute.. stop miting her jus for yearning for ... reall cant stand u.. the first fucking bastard asshole i ever seen.. the worst guy tat i ever seen.. if i can kill u.. i willlllllllllllll.. stop ur fucking action.. pls grow up.. u are adult le.. pls tink before u do anything.. wat the.. u totally disgust me.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok.. sori if i say too much vulgar.. reall cant stand it

arg... tml is biz law test.. tis is a very interesting module.. gt to noe a lot of info abt law.. bt come to exam.. can die.. need memorise the case.. year.. format.. wah.. todae study a bit at yishun starbucks.. have been going there to study for my ica.. gd environment for studying..

haha.. i reall happi.. enjoying the process..





♥ Monday, November 28, 2005♥

stress! most project is due next week.. how to finish.. in the meanwhile, i stil wan shop, watch movies, swim..

i cut my hair le.. short man.. so sian.. why everytime i wan to trim.. the person wil cut it short.. seriously hate my hair now.. arg.. i wan wear wig.. haha..

tml i goin to study for biz law.. last written ica for this week.. wan score well.. haha.. bt dun wan gif myself too much pressure..

i am real tired.. mentally n physically.. i am onli in poly and i cant handle tis stress.. how am i going to survive in the future.. guess i jus a weakling.. i need a shoulder to lie on.. someone to love n dote me.. i have choices.. bt my heart cant seem to accept anyone.. i knew my heart for u had died.. bt why couldn't i accept anyone.. mayb the right one has not arrive.. mayb i need to try things out.. mayb i shl take a step forward.. mayb mayb mayb.. guess i jus have to follow my cold heart.. no one has touches my heart yet.. YES.. i am fussy.. i dunoo why.. is not wat i wan de.. trust me.. haha.. is my heart fault..





♥ Saturday, November 26, 2005♥

yeah.. jus finish my ppt slides for ict2.. bt den i stil gt family n youth report.. mm ica3.. r&t ica1.. so mani stuffs.. haiz..

tis week i have watch the movies tat i wanna watch.. watch harry potter with ah neo n caie.. watch exorcism of emily rose with jas min n sunny..

nth to blog le.. jus happi tat i have found some frens tat i can reall crap wit.. they fill my lifes with more colours.. haha..





♥ Wednesday, November 23, 2005♥

yeah.. finally finish efma and bix finance ica.. both paper are easy.. bt den.. i gt a lot of careless mistakes.. hopefully can pass both paper or can get a better grade..

todae is a damn tired day.. duno why oso.. after the finance test.. i feel so tired.. den skip the finance lab.. sian.. it seem tat every topic for finance is tough.. stress...

went bugis todae.. bought a thumbdrive and a strawberry yogurt mask.. broke broke broke..





♥ Tuesday, November 22, 2005♥

july baby characteristic

* Fun to be with
* Secretive
* Difficult to fathom and to be understood
* Quiet unless excited or tensed
* Takes pride in oneself
* Has reputation
* Easily consoled
* Honest
* Concern about people's feelings
* Tactful
* Friendly
* Approachable
* Very emotional

* Tempramental and unpredictable
* Moody and easily hurt

* Witty and sarky
* Sentimental

* Not revengeful
* Forgiving but never forgets
* Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things
* Guides others physically and mentally
* Sensitive and forms impressions carefully

* Caring and loving
* Treats others equally

* Strong sense of sympathy
* Wary and sharp

* Judge people through observations
* Hardworking
* No difficulties in studying
* Loves to be alone!
* Always broods about the past and the old friends
* Likes to be quiet
* Homely! person

* Waits for friends
* Never looks for friends
* Not aggressive unless provoked
* Prone to having stomach and dieting problems
* Loves to be loved
* Easily hurt but takes long to recover
* Overly concerned
* Puts in effort in work


purple one quite true





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u r not a true fren.. too much trick in ur arms.. u wish for the worst.. i cant believe it.. i tot frens alway wish for the best for one another.. bt.. u did the opposite.. i dun care.. i mus study hard.. i wan win u.. u force me de.. i dun like to compete wit anyone.. i wan study according to my mood.. jus wan maintain my GPA.. i dun need to win anyone.. i tot study is for own business.. by competing.. wat will u gain.. seriously.. i dun understand..

pls dun ask me who i refering to.. i noe myself can le.. dun wan to create any conflict..





♥ ♥

this is the english version of yang chen ling Ai Mei
translate by sunny

VERSE
this is as far as i can go without a doubt some things juz don't work
it is not just frenship neither it has been love with the gloomy rain in the distance.
BRIDGE
as i ponder how i should tear was it me or you all along why are things this way
questioning myself the one that i see are you the one and only truth around
CHORUS
love's scent makes all endurable but the proof of love stays unfound
when should i embrace when should i let go i'm fearful to even hold u
love's scent brings out our deepest greed only to lose ourselves in vain
in the end we fail to have an ending beauty of letting go cease right here.


he did this in exchange for my hugs n kisses..
no way..
haha





♥ Monday, November 21, 2005♥

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sunny say i look like a cat in this pic.. wher got right.. if reall look like cat.. pls tag..





♥ Sunday, November 20, 2005♥

so called finish study my efma.. totally slack the whole daes.. nv reall study.. bt i more worry for biz finance.. tat module is a killer.. sob.. hope i can script thru wed biz finance.. lucky for wed test chap is nt tested in the final exam.. guess todae wil be sleepin late too.. haha.. used to slp late le.. haha.. i dun wan panda eyes.. shoo panda aways from my eyes.. opps.. getting cold..





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杨丞琳-暧昧

暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情
还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还是你
我很不服气
也开始怀疑
眼前的人
是不是同一个真实的你
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里





♥ Saturday, November 19, 2005♥

haha.. tis nite is a crazy nite.. as usual mit my sisters at 201.. all the 4 of us wear pink top.. haha.. bt tis time finall gt ah neo.. haha.. i am like a crazy freak.. neo even video cam my silly actions.. haha.. omg.. she online stil tel me she laugh at my actions.. haha.. bt hav a nice 2 hrs fun.. crapping.. hope can mit more often..!!





♥ Friday, November 18, 2005♥

* confused
haha.. i realise i dun like u le.. heng.. as for the other.. i stil unsure.. haha.. dun care.. as times go by.. i sure i will noe.. in the meanwhile.. i am happi to be jus fren with u..





♥ Tuesday, November 15, 2005♥

11/11
went to zouk to celebrate amanda and caie birthday.. hAppi birthDae Girls.. love ya.. muack..
saw same familiar faces there and we also saw terence cao and the chn u ben there.. terence cao look so dao and cool.. ben i nv saw.. is my frens saw.. she everytime see liao den tel us.. bt the time she told us, he already gone.. we went zouk future first.. the place was damn bloody pack.. want to go toliet oso hard.. wah.. overall we dun quite like the music there plus is too pack.. jas is complain tat ppl keep steping her feet.. bt there gt more cute guys.. haha.. at abt 4.. we went to 201 eat den went home zZZz

13/11
went to town to celebrate shihui birthdae.. haPpi bday shihui.. love ya muack.. haha.. same as above.. i mit jy to go town first cox huimin is dating.. den lishi is out wit her fren den med n shihui was hm.. zhi hong at uncle hse.. wah.. all busy.. so me n jy go buy cake first.. in the meanwhile go find lishi den go buy cake together.. at last abt 7.. everyone is here so we start eating.. yummy.. after tat is photo taking section.. den zh bring out the whipped cream and start to sabo shihui.. all is involved in the fight.. onli me n med nt playing.. cox we dun wan to make ourselves dirty.. huimin is the camerawoman.. at abt 10.. we left the place and headed home..

14/11
me n jy hua chi over someonessss... haha... i got 2.. she oso gt 2.. wahaha.. tink i reall crazy.. one sided love.. wahahahaha.. but jy insist she wan to bet wit me say is not i one sided love.. who cares.. i dun wan to be serious.. later i will be disappointed.. haha.. guess is jus a crush only la.. not LOVE.. except jy which is love.. shhh.. is a secret btw us..





♥ Thursday, November 10, 2005♥

todae Family n Youth lesson was fun.. we did a quiz on our personality.. below is the result

general characteristic
` outgoing
` optimistic
` outspoken

strength
` charismatic
` warm
` friendly
` gd sense of humour
` compassionate

characteristic
` volunteers for jobs
` create new ideas
` high energy
` enthusiastic
` inspires others

bad pt
` undisciplined
` disorganised
` esocentric
` temperament
` easily distracted

greatest fear
` rejection

haha.. i enjoy todae lesson.. FUN!





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todae damn angry.. i wake up at 6am to go for my 8am R&T management lab.. while in bus, i reall feel nt well.. feel like vomiting.. a bit car sick.. tink is cox i not enough slp.. at abt 7.40.. my module rap sms me and say.. R&T management lab is canceled.. wat the F***.. i nearly reach sch den tel me all tis crap.. ok.. nvm.. mayb she reall got some urgent stuff or wat.. so we went to north carteen to slack til 9am and we saw our teacher there happily eating her breakfast and reading her newspaper.. ARG..





♥ Wednesday, November 09, 2005♥

todae we got back our TEP grade.. i got B for both TEP n the wat e-studies. quite shock cox i tot i wil get a C cox at ARDC i got C.. lucky overall B.. happi le..

seriously i kind of hate classical now.. some module i reall cant take it.. for example. biz finance.. is reall giving me headaches.. guess i have to work harder.. bt i am real lazy

miss TEP life
miss slacking at mac crapping/gossiping with christina.eewei and din
miss going km disturb lee da bian and playing games with him
miss my ELDC com
miss eating sneakly at IM
miss playing games with IM n Lifestyle ppl
miss eating yogurt wit christina and eewei
miss goin hm early at ARDC
miss the time we go site visit
miss spending most of my time slacking instead of going for lect n tutorial
miss so much things

face the fact
take time rushing thru projects
absorbing work
understand finance





♥ Saturday, November 05, 2005♥

taken tis song frm my cousin blog
listen le reall will feel damn low/sad
suitable for ppl who are feeling happi now but wan to try the feelings of feeling sad
omg.. wat am i toking.. i am insane





♥ Friday, November 04, 2005♥

happi bday min.. hope u will be happi with ur decision.. my last advice.. follow ur heart
yest went momo to celebrate min bday.. not a very happi ending.. see something that we shouldn't see.. reall cant believe wat i have saw..

FUCKING JERKS
i reall shock
reall feel like giving him and his bros a tight slap
but i hav no right
is reall too much

when i close my eyes.. i will see those things.. it jus flashed into my mind.. omg.. how i wish i can forget it.. i wan to vomit when i tink of it.. arg.. reall got nth to say..

i am so disappointed in you
u reall disgust me
i hope i will nv ever see u again
get out of my life n mind
EEEEEEEEEEEEEE

okok.. enuff of disgusting things..
make me cant slp.. onli slp for 6 hrs.. all ur fault..

wake up abt 1.. den mit jy go town.. we bought wawa shoess and a butterfly belt.. haha.. manage to get all the stuff by 1 hr.. we are so pro..

we both think that guys reall er xin.. haha.. bt we wun turn into les de.. wahaha.. mayb the right guys haven appeared.. both of us wan dang ou.. bt there is onli one.. which means it will be mine..

hopefully all my wishes will come true