♥ Sunday, October 30, 2005♥
i am both mentally and physically tired
yr 2 is not as slack as yr 1
how i wish i can turn back the times and be in yr 1 now
no choice
life stil move on
1. how i wish u are mine
when i see u tat day
2. how i glad u are not mine now
at least i wont be hurt by u
which side is my zhen xin hua
seriously i dunooooooooooo
but the fact is u are not mine
so shl be i am glad u are not mine now
wahaha
i am indecisive baby
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♥ Thursday, October 27, 2005♥
wah.. its raining heavily now.. jus finishin clearing my stuffs.. haha.. found a lot of neocards/neostickers tat i had took wit my frens and cousin when i in sec sch.. ranging from sec 1 looks to sec 4 looks.. one word to describe me.. NERD.. cant imagine i look like tat.. haha.. tieing up my black hair.. with long fringes.. wearing spec.. wah.. some is even with short hair de.. reall ugly.. haha.. i reall grow up le.. now becum prettier.. opps.. i noe i am lying again.. bt it is true..:)
i oso found a neocard tat i took wit u.. date is mar 15 2002.. haha.. more than 3 yrs back.. when we in sec 2.. wah.. i reall look toot.. haha.. cant imgaine why u wil fall in love wit me in the first place.. bt nvm.. u look nerd oso.. haha.. i guess we both grow up.. even though now u are not mine anymore.. i reall cherish the times we have together.. esp when we are in sec sch.. tink tat the onli period of time tat u reall love me.. mayb to u are jus puppy love.. bt.. puppy love wher gt last almost 4 yrs de.. haha.. now say so much oso no use.. i reall fan qi ni le.. jus wan to leave tis beautiful memories in my heart forever..
I REALL GROW UP LE..
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i wan to have a bf like dang ou from wan zi bian qing wa
haha.. i am dreaming..
snore.. snore.. snore..
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♥ Monday, October 24, 2005♥
things to be done
#1. complete the leaflet for biz law - by thurs
#2. go to blogger to post comment for biz law - by thurs
#3. finish the report for marketing management (ICA1) -by next mon
#4. do my family n youth assigement and sent a email to the lecturer - by thurs
one word to describe.. Lazy
haha.. reall lazy to do.. bt no choice.. left wit tml to complete my #1.2.4
i stil need pei jy go bishan tml.. and i wan go town tml oso.. do i hav the time? haha.. unless i complete all my work in 2 hrs time.. tink can ba.. cox sch end at 1 tml.. by 3 i mus do finish.. jia you..
i reall forgetful nowadays.. so mus write down wat i need to do..
i getting old..
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i hope everyone is healthy
without having any illness
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♥ Sunday, October 23, 2005♥
haha.. my shoulder is retarded.. after 2 weeks of tanning.. my shoulder skin finall peel.. haha.. reall slow lo..
tis week of sch pass very fast.. reall sian oso.. all abt lecture.. tutorial.. ICAsss.. projects.. haiz.. all at one go.. our pem had changed becox jean yuan went back to taiwan for 1 yr.. next year april den will cum back.. haha.. miss her blurness.. and her funny accent.. bt our new pem is a guy.. med tel me is handsome.. bluff de.. haha.. look normal onli.. like monk.. cox of his hair.. bt he is married.. he seem quite gd.. he is our biz law tutor.. first dae of tutorial gt assignment le.. he oso play games wit us.. overall stil nt bad.. i oso dislike some of the lectures.. like the retail n travel one.. she tok like ah lian.. pattern like ah lian.. demands answer in a very detailed way.. worst is she is our lecture cum tutorial cum lab lecturer.. mus see her thrice in one week.. she is damn sarcastic.. late one min oso nagged.. often tel jokes which is lame.. hope she wun be too strict in her markings.. next is the marketing management lecturer.. the notes she provide is damn useless.. most of the tutorial qns the ans cannot be found in the notes.. she say is a mus to buy textbook.. tink she purposely one.. giv us pathetic notes so as to force us buy textbook.. very ex lo.. nearly 40 bucks.. hmm.. up til now onli dislike this 2 teachers.. haha.. i nv mention the names ah.. so cannot sue me or wat.. blog is unsafe.. cannot say ppl bad words.. cox can be traced.. some ppl jus comment in their own blog.. and they are banned becox they tok behind ppl back in their blog.. so lames..
let me see.. stil can grumble wat.. basically my grp mates are jieying.zhihong.karkit.. except for the stupid retail and i tink is biz finance the teacher wil grp us.. cox they dun allow us to form our own grp.. others stil unknown.. hope dun hav too mani diff grp mates.. if nt i wil be blur..
i feel that our clinque are not as close liao.. duno why oso.. each hav our own opinion.. diff ppl hav diff opinion towards certain things.. i tink the best is jus follow our heart ba.. dun care abt wat others ppl feel.. some ppl jus nv tink well.. their intention is jus to help their fren and neglect others feelings.. mayb we all frm diff culture.. diff tinking.. but guess we wil work things out ba..
as for my sisters.. also very very long nv mit le.. normall is mit min.caie.jiang n jas.. where is amanda n ah neo.. hope we all can mit up during min's bdae..
tat all for now.. wil blog when i am freeeee... tata..
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♥ Sunday, October 16, 2005♥
todae went shopping wit jy.. saw NEMO at bugis!!! so unlucky.. once again she wear turtle neck.. bt tis time round is yellow one.. EeEeEe.. spoil my mood but lucky i stil find the top i wan.. haha.. after tat mit ah bu eat dinner at yushinoya den mit min at tamp.. buy another top cox gt 50% off.. den wait for caie go 201 slack
pls dun kpo go read this post..
* still missing u.. u stil stand a place in my heart.. i noe is no use de.. i noe u dun hav me in ur heart.. bt why my heart stil ache when i tink of u.. reall hard to forgt u.. bt i wil try.. tink i will forgt u when another guy walk into my life.. bt when wil my real guy appear.. FATE.. all abt fate
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♥ Friday, October 14, 2005♥
time pass so fast.. todae is the last dae of TEP.. which mean i will be starting my new sem next mon.. quite lookin forward.. haha.. but duno i stil gt the study mood or nt.. dun hav oso mus force to hav..
todae hav our farewell party together wit KM ppl.. we eat pizza.. tat all.. after eating den all went back to our own room.. haha.. here i wan to announce again.. i play street fighter wit lee wei han and i win 5 round straight.. haha.. bt i lose to him when playin puzzle fighter.. i noe he hate me.. cox i win him.. and i keep going round telling ppl.. haha.. cox first time win guy ma..
even though i hate tep and wan it to end soon.. bt now tat it had end.. i kind of miss.. haha.. make many many fren thru TEP and not forgeting christina.din.eewei.. without them i tink i will be damn boring in tep.. haha.. will miss u all de..
at nite went to tai ma hse for a small gathering.. cox she had jus pass away like 2 months ago.. den they wan to fen money as a token to rem tai ma.. i got 20 bucks because we are the youngest generation..
sorri.. ps caie n min.. nv go mit u all.. cox i reach hm alread 11+ le.. hee
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♥ Thursday, October 13, 2005♥
my face skin is peeling.. wah.. damn ugly sia.. arg!!! somemore rough rough de.. why onli my face kena burned.. tink my skin too thin.. haha
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♥ Wednesday, October 12, 2005♥
When I sit alone and all is silent
Nothing but the sound of quietiness
My mind begins to wander from here to there
And somehow fixes on you without a minute to spare
I look for you to see your light
But darkness comes and all I see is night
You are like a saviour I have always longed for
Come to save my soul I wish forever more
In my mind I keep you with thoughts
In my heart you are there and not distraught
I Keep you close so near I can feel you breathe
However to feel that is to decieve
Your so far away yet so near
To dare to embrace you I do fear
You are everything and anything I ever wanted or need
But in my mind and heart you will stay without ever being seen
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face being burned again.. haha.. yest went swimming wit caie and min at jurong.. haha.. see my cute cute lifeguard.. haha.. jy.. dun envy.. after swimming we went back to tamp to walk around.. caie finall bought her canvas shoes and min bought her heels.. all buy something except me.. cox i no money.. who wan sponsors me? haha..
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♥ Saturday, October 08, 2005♥
wah.. my face damn red sia.. very pain.. body oso aching.. too long nv tanned le.. haha.. yest very fun.. me n jy saw quite a number of cutes guys.. gt 2 very cute lifeguard and 2 cute guys swimming. one wearing red shorts and the other wearing white shorts.. like singapore flag sia..
yest finally get to see u.. can see u very happi.. mayb u feel happier without me.. hee.. i xiang tong le.. not tat sad anymore.
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♥ Friday, October 07, 2005♥
wah.. i got 8 module for my next sem.. 6 main module and 2 elective.. heng sia.. one of my elective which is wat family and youth de.. same as jieying.. tink i reall mus study hard le.. so mani modules.. how to cope.. haiz..
going swim le.. hope got sun sia.. wan get tanned..
nth much to update le..
tata
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♥ Monday, October 03, 2005♥
photos tat we took when we go bugis..
Da Tou sia..
haha..
innocent looking
wahaha
love tis pic the most
so guai
Stand in row
iM stand united
besTieS
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Never say i love u
If you really don't care
Never talk about feelings
If they aren't realli there
Never hold my hand
If you're going to break my heart
Never say you're going to
If you aren't planning to start
Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie
Never say hello if you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever
Then say you'll try
Never say forever
Cos forever is just a lie
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